my headache is gettin on my nerves, its getting worst everyday. mayb i'm thinkin too much, tts why.

slept at 2 sth this morning cos i cudnt get to slp. i was so fed up with my mum that i started screaming ard and throwing things. i'm damn irritated. everyth still boils down to money. without it, u cant do anyth. my wardrobe is so empty with a few shirts, i haven been buying cos i have no money. ya right u muz be thinkin, i'm working but why i got no money? cos my mum took it.

its irritating whn the money that u earn gets emptied by others, of cos i'll grumble whn she takes the money, but i let her take in the end wad, then in the end i cant buy anyth. those were hard earned money, freak fuck man. not as if i'm very happy working seriously. i'm hating my work and not gg to work more cos i hate it. i hate it like hell.

i'm planned to work with fucking pple everyday who doesnt do any fucking shit, in the end i hav to do it, they wrong i will get scolded, wad the fuck. who wudnt get tired of all these? i'm working till nxt week only. i love my job but i hate my colluegues.

family and work has given me probs, now wad, frens and guys are doing the same to me. i dunno who i could trust and who the hell is my fren. who is there whn i needed them? i hav lots of frens, but who are the true ones? who are the ones who will be with me? i dunno.

fc frens?sec sch?poly frens? i dunno. amanda has been ard talkin to me everyday, tryin to cheer me up, thanks for tt gal. too many things happening at the same time. i cant take it.

my migraine is up and i slashed again, it doesnt hurt cos its not deep at all. its nth. my head hurts badly now, gotta stop here then. there are still alot of unsaid things. i hate it.

jerr-
3:46 PM